/ fear, something / we, i fear, my only fear of this, too much of it the same as before, now twisted bitter, less oblivious but before, now heaped masses [heaping mass] of solar flaring — singed is my soul should it exist at all? we, i fear something irreparable, perhaps not that we, i fear something else has changed into what? i imagine we, i hope [for] fearlessness! right? now! yet we, i fear…still fear, something ———————— v1. v2.20210826