// 20190823 //

when words won't
wont, can't, canned
phrases can't, pictures
maybe, but then words
try again, again, again
/nope/ something pulls
nothing push-ed-ing

presently, oddly-enough
sharp thoughts, visceral
stuck between what
seems a/to be/a rock
and/in a hard place
hoping words will help
feelings disappear but
they want, so they won't
always wonting | still | here

where am i then 
supposed/ly to be
anyway, it's been a while
since & until words were
put to paper by pen, or
other means of tracing
trailing, as per usual
damn feelings, words too
short on time, never quick

enough! so it wants, but
they can't, so they won't but
it helps, somehow somewhere
back again, revisited --
i need a break/broken, who
knows any/more want, won't

so ~~~~~~ / wonting ~~~ still here